{"id":423,"date":"2024-08-09T03:01:41","date_gmt":"2024-08-09T03:01:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.writerspeak.org\/?p=423"},"modified":"2025-04-02T10:01:06","modified_gmt":"2025-04-02T10:01:06","slug":"wonderer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.writerspeak.org\/index.php\/2024\/08\/09\/wonderer\/","title":{"rendered":"Wonderer"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>What keeps time going?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What keeps the planet spinning?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What keeps the spring coming?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What keeps me alive?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What gives me purpose?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What is&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can I<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can they<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can we\u2026?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If time is a human invention\u2026 am I actually wasting it? Can you waste something that doesn\u2019t exist?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or can you make the most of it, while still breathing, knowing it will all,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>eventually,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>fade,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>into nothing?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What keeps us going?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Clocks count our steps<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>our breaths, our dreams-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>they mark them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>they pace them, measure them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am I, just a measurable piece of meat<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>coexisting simultaneously at the same time as other billions of bones?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am I a star, rather energy, floating in the middle of a deep, dark, and hidden galaxy, trapped in a black hole?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trapped in a pool<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>filled<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>with<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>billion, trillion<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of other holes?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Does everything actually end up fading into nothing?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How can I know if it does?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How can I know if it doesn\u2019t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can\u2019t, can I?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If so<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do I want to know?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faith feels like jumping inside an active Volcano&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s warm arms wrapping themselves around you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>while falling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and falling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and falling&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder, will I be able to levitate before hitting the bottom?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Will God come and save me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Will time stop,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>will I rewind,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>will I die?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Possibilities.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faith is about jumping,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>eating all the \u201cwhat if\u2019s\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>without actually digesting them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>because there\u2019s still a chance\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>while possibilities exist&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And reality, is never as real as they say<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You dreamt it, before you got to accomplish it&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t want the answer to my questions<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t need them&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ll live without knowing&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ll love without understanding&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I realize;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>not all those who wonder&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>have to be lost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What keeps time going? 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