Sometimes the past becomes so heavy <\/p>\n\n\n\n
it catches up with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And they tell me don\u2019t worry, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
because your past isn\u2019t who you are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But is it really not?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s like a wave, a tsunami- <\/p>\n\n\n\n
and it strikes with vengeance. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And rage, but sadness <\/p>\n\n\n\n
all at the same time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh, and I can run. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As fast as my feet may let me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But it\u2019s too late. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
For once I realize, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m already running,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
underwater, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
drowning. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the pain of floating memories, strikes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Once, twice\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How can you tell me <\/p>\n\n\n\n
this isn\u2019t who I am?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When this version is now, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
all I\u2019m able to see. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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